tonight i'm goin to the mall and spending all of my xmas money and giftcards and all taht good stuff. i can't wait haha. i'm going with rach so it should be fun. ummm that that's about all for now. it was really funny today b/c it was pouring rain this morning and reallyy reallyyyy windy and so some kid's notebook flew open and alllllllll of his papers flew into this huge puddle across the bridge from the school and like i woulda helped but i was really far ahead. but anyway, all the kids papers just blew away then. and how's he gonna study b/c we have finals next week and he just lost all of his papers! at the end of school today, i walked out and there was all hispapers like all over the football field and all over the pavement idk if the kid ever got them. but it was funny but its one of those situations where it's like 'wow that sucks to be u'

hey whats up everyone? nothins really new here its my last week of school for the 1st semester so i'm kind of excited b/c my next xemester should be a lot easier.  plus i have senior privilege. hehe i hope this semester goes by pretty quickly cuz i can't wait until prom and senior week and all htat good stuff.

john went back to college and you know what? life just about sucks now. like seroiusly i hate it soooooooooooooooooooooo much and i know you prob think that i just bitch about this or whatever but it really does suck and i used to think it wasn't hard but now i think it's hard and i hate it. especially now cuz he isn't allowed to take a car up this semester and can only depend on john ellis giving him a ride home. like that's super gay cuz we all know john e. aint coming home anytime soon. so looks like me and rach will be hanging out a lot more sb/c she's without tony too. but yea this just sucks so i can't wait to go to college next year. i wanna party my ass off too. whatever. change is gay. like no one will be aroudn anymore and it's like starting all over again with a whole new set of friends and a ton of parties to go to and rarely coming home i dunno. i mean i wanna go and all but it's like i think i'll miss home too much..wel mostly my sister cuz i'll feel bad that like i'm never gonna be home to see her grow up..yea i know that's corny but thats what i kinda think.  so i have like 8 more months home right? i guess i'll make the best of it but whatever. life just sucks and that's all i have to say.

this weeks been going really slow..cuz i'm so excited for the xmas break! but yea so Kyle had this $50 gift certificate to Red Lobster from a certain someone haha and decides to spend it on me himself and john so we all went out to dinner and enjoyed every bit of it...for freeeee! sigh it was sooooo good and tomorrow is scotts bday and we're all going to Hooters with like 20-30 people..that should be fun too i got him a drinking game kinda thing..hope he likes it! xmas is comingggg and i'm super psyched. i don't really know what i'm doing but i am working from 4-7 on christmas eve but i should be home later that night. i really wanna go to midnight mass with john but we'll see hwat happens cuz his family goes at the 9:00 mass and i can't make it cuz my grandparents will be over and i can't just come home from work at 8 and leave at 8:30. On xmas we're going to my aunts house so that should be interesting cuz theres like 12 cousins under the age of 6 so they'll al be running around and all that good stuff. yay. what fun. we won't go there til later though. maybe john will go and actually surprise me for once jk though cuz i know his mom would get pissed if he just decided to eat dinner with our family on xmas instead of his...i dont really know andi don't really care. on sunday we're doing our pollyannas with all of our friends and we MIGHT go to shampoo in philly. that'd be reallyyyy fun but some of us doin't wanna go but i know i definitely wanna go and john definitely wants to go so that's all htat matters! tha'd be sooo much fun. what else is new..oh my bday's on thursday and johns planning something but i don't know what it is..maybe we're giong to NYC but he won't tell me! i dont knowwwww but that should be soo much fun cuz he tells me i should be really excited, whatever that means. Then New years eve we don't ahve plans but we will be making them! leme know who's free people!

love ya cya

tine

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this weekend waslike so much fun! i went to a party at john yanan's house, who i really don't know at all, but i went b/c scott and holly were going so it was like so fun...i was sooooooooooooo drunk it was so funny! me and missy mcintyre and holly and scott were the only srs there..everyone else is in college or what not, but whatever i still had a good time. I also then went to scotts house to sleepover. i guess this was at like 3:30 in the morning and we just went back to his house and drank a lil bit. holly like passed out almost immediately it was so funny haha but me and john endd up being awake til past 7 and then we had to wake up and drive back to yanan's house to get the car (yanan took the keys away from everone that was drinking so john had to leave his car there) and it was suchhh a fun night!

anyway..i'm done my xmas shopping and im proud of myself! that's like a week early not bad, not bad at all! i quit brazzo, people! yayyyy i'm proud of myself for that too cuz that guy was a dick. so listen to this.i was like "yea maurice i think this will be my last night" and he said 'u know what honey? that'd be great, in fact that'd be perfect!" like woooowww waht a slap in the face but whatever i don't even care anymore...that guy was a dick and  i didn't feel like arguing back wiht him ..i just wanted to get the hell out of there. but i still work at lubertos every saturday night and sunday afternoon which is still good but it's gonna be hard for me to look for another job and telling them that i can't work the weekends...i dont know. i DO know that i desperately need money like no other! So that's all that's up with me i guess.. just chillin here, waiting for my bedtime to come because im so beat!

love tine

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tonight i went to the perk with kyle holly and scott who were hm an hour late? but whatever me and kyle went there by ourselves for a lil while and got good dessert..it was good :) peanutbutter fudge pie is the way to go..yes scott PEANUTBUTTER!!!! hm that's about all that i did. nothing's really new with me i wish i had some drama to write about but i don't..hm. i'm like really excited for my birthday its coming up soon but i don't know what i'm doing. john said he's "already planning something" but i doubt that...boys cant plan for the life of them! but idk since it's scotts bday too, we want to go to a strip club w/ all of our friends maybe like down in philly so maybe i could do somethin like that haha htat'd be pretty sweet i guess. i wonder what we're doing on new years eve....maybe giong to somenoe's beach house? penns landing? new york? who knows! all i know is it's gonna be fun! john comes home in like 2 weeks so thats cool :) i'm kinda excited bout that cuz he is home for like 3 or 4 weeks but yea i'm done for now. i gotta go write a paper ly cya